We have nothing here, really nothing. I sleep all the day sometimes because of boredom. I have walked every inch of this sector and I do not know what else to do here. If I am not sleeping then I am constantly thinking. Thinking of the past I left behind, of the my life I cannot have anymore. My past was very good. I had a very good job, a beautiful house in a beautiful neighborhood with many great friends. I think and think of this all the time. Although it makes me sad, it is a good memory. I cannot think of the future. My future is very uncertain. At the start of my journey I thought of the future and had beautiful dreams about it. And then we entered Europe and all those dreams, ideas and plans were destroyed and fear and insecurity took over.
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